This song was written in observation of a loved one’s declining sanity and the realisation of self worth within that harrowing reality.
lyrics
Is this to hurt my every time
Who are you today
But here you go again
God enslave us amen
I see your demons and they smile
Dancing around you
But here you go again
Cause your pain is your friend
I can’t, I wont, I’m not
Running through all that I’ve done for you
You lost out when you lost me
Why why why
Who's feelings matter yours or mine
Who’ll take me out tonight
I don’t know who to ring
It’s so embarrassing
You think so deeply you bury yourself
No one can find you
But here I go again
Cause I love what we meant
I can’t, I wont, I’m not
Running through all that I’ve done for you
You lost out when you lost me
Why why why
I can’t, I wont, I’m not
Running through all that I’ve done for you
You lost out when you lost me
I’ve been at it for just too long
And I can’t say all of the things that I’ve done for you
You lost out when you lost me
I’ve been hearing the songs of birds
And I mouth the words cause I know what they’ve done to you
You lost out when you lost me
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