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Tiny Darkness
03:30
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Have you seen my pockets?
Get with the program
Everything’s been slipping
Straight out of my hands
It takes everything to begin again
Am i what i say i am?
Or do they define me?
I was making it by hand
Now it’s built in your factories
It costs you nothing
To remark like that
About all i have
This tiny tiny tiny darkness
In everyone that you meet
This tiny tiny tiny likeness
It makes us all enemies
They said that i could be a star
But i bent out of my shape
I’m like a washed-up tv host
Watching back old tapes
It takes everything to begin again
This tiny tiny tiny darkness
In everyone that you meet
This tiny tiny tiny likeness
It makes us all enemies
What is it that you call righteous?
Well i don’t know what you mean
This is all so complicated
Maybe i should have got a degree
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2. |
The Dark Trapese
04:13
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I’m a seed
I’m the dark trapeze
I’m an advertisement
I’m the words you start a fight with
Tell me why it beats
I think that it’s beating too fast
You are what i need
I need you to slow it down
Put your hands around my waist
Maybe you’ll find it
When you are dreaming
Up from the depths and down from the ceiling
Saturday’s pain
I will let it out
I’m a coin (ha)
I’m the broke and forlorn
I’m a beautiful child
I’m a disease running wild
Put your hands around my waist
Maybe you’ll find it
When you are dreaming
Up from the depths and down from the ceiling
Saturday’s pain
I will let it out
I’m a picture in a gallery
From 1893
I’m a bottle of beer
I’m every sad story that you hear
Tell me why it beats
Maybe you’ll find it
When you are dreaming
Up from the depths and down from the ceiling
Saturday’s pain
I will let it out
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3. |
In The Heat Of The Night
03:46
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I’ll be the north and you be south
You pulled me in as you got out
You’re telling me to calm down
Now everything is coming out
Its the way you carry on and the way that you lie
It’s under harsh lights baby we say our goodbye
It’s been a long time coming so don’t act surprised
The things we say in the heat of the night
I hear a choir of slot machines
Breaking of glass and wasted teens
You’re telling me to calm down
We really need to settle this now
It’s the way you carry on and the way that you lie
It’s under harsh lights baby we say our goodbye
It’s been a long time coming so don’t act surprised
The things we say in the heat of the night
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4. |
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I had a dream that i was your lover
And in the dream, i looked like another
But it was a dream and i woke up like a fool
I look the same and i am alone
Beauty was the friend
That i never ever had
So out of revenge, i begged age to be mine
But then came a friend who said
‘trust me more than the mirror’
And that was you and where did you go?
Ah baby i am swimming through the night
I gotta explain it to you or i’ll never be alright
Ooh ooh, ooh-ooh, whatever
Ooh ooh, ooh-ooh, whatever
You had a dream when i was your lover
And in the dream, you cried for your father
But it was a dream and his body is no longer
How i wish that you had cried for me like that
Ah baby i am swimming through the night
I gotta explain it to you or i’ll never be alright
Ooh ooh, ooh-ooh, whatever
Ooh, ooh, whatever
Someone said it so much better
Someone said it so much better
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5. |
Terrible Hands
04:11
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You stay out all night
I know cash is king
Why my surprise i just don’t know
You never ever get me home
You call her my name
Christening my jealousy
Fumble the edges of this skin
I guess i thought it was our thing
You know
And your hearts in mine
But you tell me all the time
I’m in terrible terrible terrible terrible hands
Oh i’m in terrible terrible terrible terrible hands
You tell me some heavy shit
Your eyes roll back into your head a bit
I think you know to some degree
I’d take the bad parts of you over the good of me
Uh oh
They say i’m a joke and it’s sad because i know
I’m in terrible terrible terrible terrible hands
Oh i’m in terrible terrible terrible terrible hands
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6. |
Try
04:17
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Paint face, leave home
And i am followed by my soul
It says slow down but i’ve made my mind up
And i don’t need its advice right now
This is what i always do
Will i ever change for you?
We don’t have to get this right the first time
But i’m gonna try
And if we don’t get this right the first time
You wouldn’t mind
I’m out again
You’re waiting tables
And there’s no way you’ll be finished by ten
In town with me
And i’ve noticed that this is the closest
To somebody i’ve ever been
If i said i always felt it
It’s only now that i truly meant it
We don’t have to get this right the first time
But i’m gonna try
And if we don’t get this right the first time
You wouldn’t mind
Gotta get a job
Gotta go to work
Gotta find yourself?
Then meet me afterwards
Gotta find a god
Better buy a car
Gotta make that grade
I’ll meet you wherever you are
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7. |
Holy Roses
03:42
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Hold on let me get this straight
You said what you want and now you are done
Oh well isn’t that just great
I guess i’ll be keeping it in till i’m numb
So many fights
So much nothing in the bed
So many railroads that don’t lead to anything
So much drama
So much that i never said
So many times that you would bypass me
For someone else instead
I don’t believe it
You stand in the way but tell me to run
I followed a feeling
You want me to stay but honey i’m done
Holy roses
Hold on let me get this straight
You’re saying the fault is mine you’re strung
Out and can’t communicate
Oh mother of god can you give me some
So many fights
So much nothing in the bed
So many railroads that don’t lead to anything
So much drama
So much that i never said
So many times that you would bypass me
For someone else instead
I don’t believe it
You stand in the way but tell me to run
I followed a feeling
You want me to stay but honey i’m done
Holy roses
I don’t believe it
You stand in the way but tell me to run
I followed a feeling
I don’t understand but i will act on
So many fights
So much nothing in my head
So many packets of empty pills upon the bed
So much drama
So much drowning in the debt
And now it’s time for me to bypass you
For all of this instead
I don’t believe it
You stand in the way but tell me to run
I followed a feeling
You want me to stay but honey i’m done
Holy roses
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8. |
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Heaven knows i have tried to do what’s right
Hell knows i’ve been abusing my body
To match it with my mind
It’s been so long since we were where now?
I saw your girl got a glimpse of the back of her hair
I’m not up to date on any current situations
A waste of conversation
There’s one thing on my brain
I still have feelings for you
I still can’t manage any memories that you come into
I still get weak out of true
I still have feelings for you
Heaven knows i have tried to write my wrongs
Hell knows i won’t admit to half of them though
And if you know me like i am
You’ll know it’s nothing personal
I’m naturally bad
I am just a player and a self-indulgent prayer
I sway to make you stay
And by the way
I still have feelings for you
I still can’t manage any memories that you come into
I still get weak out of true
I still have feelings for you
You decided you decided nothing
You decided you decided nothing
You decided you decided nothing
You decided you decided nothing
I still have feelings for you
I still get married to the memories that you come into
I still get weak and i use
I still have feelings for you
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9. |
Small Talk
04:38
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Never been so bound to anybody like you
Your silhouette is all around
But now that you don’t want me
You’re making it easy
You insinuate i’m a loser
Down that avenue
Through the lane that we go through
And i can tell by the way that you lean
That you’re fine on your own now
Giving it up
I am giving giving up
I am giving up small talk
Giving it up
I am giving giving up
I am giving up small talk
Small talk
Everything is practice
Talking is tactics
Hello how are you doin’ baby?
Forever in the moment
But nobody’s noticed
The silhouette that’s all around
Is this all of it?
Do i suppress everything?
Am i just too late to admit that i’m ignoring myself?
Giving it up
I am giving giving up
I am giving up small talk
Giving it up
I am giving giving up
I am giving up small talk
Giving it up
I am giving giving up
I am giving up small talk
Small talk
Giving you up
I am giving giving up
I am giving you up
Giving you up
I am giving giving up
I am giving you up
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10. |
Champion Of My Time
03:41
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I thought i was seeing you through me
And that is not what i wanted to be like
But if you go i know i’ll realise
That you’re the champion of my time
You were there when
I started to look like a woman
Telling me i shouldn’t mind
What they say or make fun of
I know this isn’t a game to you
Giving up
I deserve it
You know i carry the shame of it
Like a child, kicking with torment
When you say that you don’t know if i love you
It kills me
I know that it’s one of your dreams
That you and i would get along alright
But maybe it’s the you in me that stops us
And the part that you don’t like
You were there when i started to slide
And keep slipping
Trying to remind myself of all those times
When i’m slipping
I know this isn’t a game to you
Giving up
I deserve it
You know i carry the shame of it
Like a child, kicking with torment
See the thing is, that i don’t know if i love you
And it kills me
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11. |
Love Me World
03:23
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Someday i know i will be leaving
Virtual connection is not appealing
Will you be my orphan love
And when it gets too tough i’ll give you away
Be the bullet in my side
To remind me that love is pain
Love me world
I want you to love me world
Love me world
I want you
Love me world
I want you to love me world
Love me world
I want you
Afraid of everybody’s success i confess
Everyone’s dangerous to my ideas of myself
I was lookin’ for a feeling,
Validate me, shape me, hеal me with love
But from my family and friends
And еven you my darling’s not enough
Love me world
I want you to love me world
Love me world i want you
Love me world
I want you to love me world
Love me world i want you
Who are ya?
Who are ya?
Love me world
I want you to love me world
Love me world
I want you
Love me world
I need you to love me world
Love me world
I want you
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12. |
Choices
03:39
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You’re nervous
Cause i’m angry again
And it’s my body and i’ll cry if i want to
But don’t make this out to be like that
You’re pulling
I’m pulling right back
Everything i’m saying’s right over your head
But you won’t make me push for something that’s dead
Maybe you have everything i wanted
So maybe i should just fall into line
Maybe i should let you make my choices
Or maybe you should go to hell and write
Me a love song
I’m jealous
Of everything that you’ve been born with
And it’s my body and i’ve cried all night long
I am getting stronger are you with me on this?
Maybe we have only one emotion
That only changes by refracting lights
Maybe you’re not getting the colours i’m showing
And maybe that’s the reason that we fight
Maybe i have everything you wanted
And maybe you are scared of my insight
I will never let you make my choices
So maybe you prefer i go and write you a love song
You’re nervous
You’re nervous
You’re nervous
You’re nervous
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Soda Blonde are an alt-pop band from Dublin, Ireland.
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